The Official Blog of Dr.Cara Song's Impossible Things: February 2013

A Great Rejoicing

Hallelujah, sing Hark thine angel.

Open thine eyes and see my light.

For thee sees the worlds beauty in me.

My mind is a tunnel of darkened love,

But brighter my darkness than theirs my love.

Adena Lynn Reinemann

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A place like Narnia

The world's lost,

But then who's won?

For when all is said and done,

The land is stained,

The men are dead.

And those who stand

Are made of stone.

Adena Lynn Reinemann

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Deception

But thou deceived me,

As thou did see me.

And she came and she went,

And she stayed and she bade.

But up there forever and in between,

She showed how she saved me.

And showed how she made me.

And where this happened.

How this happened,

Is now beside me,

And does not mar me.

Because she does not know me,

And she shall not fear me.

But if thee should leave me,

I shall destroy thee.

For thou hath deceived me,

And thou woulds't destroy me,

If I allow thee,

The chance to.

Adena Lynn Reinemann

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For Those Out There

For those out there:

This is a pinnacle.

Not only something such as a monument,

Or a home.

But a fraction of the mind,

Something that has just been touched upon.

Because we wander,

And we are blind.

See the truth!

You know it real

Look at me!

What do you see?

IM CRUMBLING!

For we turn to dust when we die.

And from that is where our ancestors came and went to.

And they are me.

Not like me,

They are me,

Even those against me.

Where do you look?

To God?

The Devil?

The Earth?

YOUR OWN SELF?!

….no…

You look to….

…You look to what….?

Hark….

The time is near.

And those dead are weeping.

For no one hears them,

But me.

Adena Lynn Reinemann

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Leftover

Open your mind,

Open your heart,

Open your soul,

And never give up.

For open is grand,

And rich if there's sand.

For under the sand is not only land,

But bones of old and rotting still.

Behold, then beneath is their will,

For if you read about their life,

You'll find there are nought a thing but bills.

Bills and not riches to will.

So they cry to the moon,

And they cry to the sun.

Little do they know that no one has won.

For in days of the deep,

We are left counting sheep.

So little boy blue come blow your horn,

And tell the flock that's dead who's won.

For in mindless turns and countless stops.

We have not an item lost.

But. Our. Hearts.

Adena Lynn Reinemann

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Life as Known Now

A dollar a day will keep the doctor away.

But what can save our souls?

Its life and love and all above,

For if we live without them,

We. Shall. Die.

Where can you run?

Where can you hide?

To save yourself and others?

Ill tell you once and once again,

That misery loves company,

And that we shall enable.

Adena Lynn Reinemann

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Snow White Forgiveness

My, My, Lovely Child.

Where thou comes from darkens me.

For thou hast only light in thee.

But look above, to skies on high.

For what has come on wings of snow?

But Hark! A messenger of light!

It's come, I hope, to get YOU.

Adena Lynn Reinemann

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Sweet Nectar

I bid thee fair day as the sun meets the sea,

As the clouds of purple turn to green.

Fair maiden, bring your blessing upon me.

Oh blessed is this light on thee!

The sun is meant for more for thee,

Oh nights of amber, streets of gold,

Forever will I long to hold,

The sun of my night's sky,

The sweet sacrifice,

The dawn of my daybreak,

The suns early light.

Adena Lynn Reinemann

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Prison In The Sky

"It's really beautiful here."

The room is slightly chilled,

But the bed is warm.

"The sun is coming up now."

No rest for the weary, I suppose.

Or those who have much on their mind.

"I can see light snow falling."

The window blinds are parted, just a bit.

And I can see the flakes of white flutter down from the sky.

"It's extremely cold out there."

There is little wind.

And sometimes that's what makes it that much colder.

"Brr..."

A draft passes through a faulty seal on the window.

And the frosty air chills to the bone.

"It seems so lonely out there."

No cars, No people, No sound.

Just grey and white.

"Layers and layers of white."

And up above, the sky is a grey fog.

I seem to lose myself in that sky.

"That sky could swallow my soul."

If only I were to stare at it too long.

But my eyes follow the snow.

"Such beauty in those sad frozen crystals."

Why do they look so sad?

Is it because none are the same?

"They are so alone."

What are they running from?

Could it be that menacing prison in the sky that they fear?

"Is it fear that makes them so cold to the touch?"

Is it fear that causes them to break away from the sky,

And fall and fall and fall?

"Until they reach the ground."

And that's where their journey ends.

But though the journey was lonely,

"They are not alone now."

No no no. Now they have the solace of each other.

And each of them share the pain of that prison in the sky.

"And upon that ground they cling to each other."

To us it must seem they have reached the end.

Rock bottom, end of the line, last stop everybody off.

"But they started in the sky."

And that was their base, that was their bottom.

And upon our soil is their sky.

"Now they look up and see what we do everyday."

The birds, the trees, the stars, even our moon.

It all looks different to them now.

"A fresh perspective, perhaps."

And it seems, that with a new perspective comes change.

Just as with the passing of time, comes the next season.

"And soon it will be spring."

And with spring, those cold, fearful, flakes of ice will warm.

Melting into the earth, to meld with the twisting roots of fate.

"And new life will bloom because of them."

And suddenly their lonely existence they had up until then

Becomes completely worth the pain.

"They become a part of something bigger."

And isn't that the point?

To make a positive difference in a world with very little hope.

"Change. It's bigger than all of us combined."

And whether we cause it, or fight against it,

It makes little difference, because in the end...

"We are all like falling snowflakes."

Adena Lynn Reinemann

2/5/13

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Escaping Reality

Four walls the size of earth.

A world the size of a small room.

That is where I am living.

A window the shape of a computer screen.

My vacation, a paperback book.

It's never enough.

People, and places that don't exist.

Love that will never be returned.

It boarders on obsession.

And in this world of four walls,

Windows filled with light pixels, and make believe,

I lose myself.

I lose what I am.

I forget what it means to be HUMAN.

The most important piece of who I am.

But what is a girl to do?

What a piece of work is a man?

That we should act like a god.

We are but mortal.

We hold no key to Heaven.

No 'get out of jail free card'.

We have no power.

And no peace from this life.

This existence of humanity.

It is anything but short.

Yet in a flash we are old.

And we stand at those pearly gates.

And we have nothing to show.

No leverage.

Nothing that would make us worthy to enter Paradise.

We stand there empty.

All our Idols broken.

All our exits blocked.

And it is then that we see what we have truly become.

A cold, faithless, heathen.

Obsessed with earthly desires.

Pandora's box has consumed everything.

And there is no way to stop it from growing.

But we can stop it from winning.

We can close the lid on the laptop.

We can open that window,

We can break down those walls.

We can be free.

We just have to want it.

We just have to try.

I won't let my humanity destroy me.

I will own my life.

I will not let it own me.

Adena Lynn Marie

1-4-13

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A Pretty Girl Like You

A pretty girl like you,

Does not deserve a face like mine,

To share the days and nights,

And chat away the time.

A pretty girl like you,

Does not deserve my attitude,

Or all the swings of mood,

I’m not even worth your gratitude.

A pretty girl like you,

Should never mess around with me,

Because I’ll break your heart,

And leave it broke in two.

So pretty girl like you,

Please think about the cost,

Of spending time with me,

Before your heart is lost.

Adena Lynn Reinemann

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Child of the Troubles

Oh God in heaven so high above,

Where, oh, is love?

You said you’d clear the pain and tears,

Where Lord, is love?

For in the heavens, all of the pain fades softly.

Fear, fear and sorrow leave the room, and cryings lost, pain was never there, loss was not a gun.

Oh father high above now,

Where is the sun?

Oh peaceful leader, lead me home now.

Oh, this I love, I hate, I cry, I cry alone.

Pain does hold me down, Satan’s grasp is strong.

I have grown and left the world now.

I learned to love, to love, to love.

Music by: Roy Todd

Personal lyrics written by: Adena Lynn Reinemann

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Don’t Sit Alone

She’s a Lonely Girl, Who Sits By Herself.

She doesn't want to, but the people don’t see her.

The People, The Happy People,

Don’t have the courage to talk to the girl,

So she sits alone.

[chorus]

A Scruffy puppy lays in the rain,

In their masters front lawn,

But he has no shelter,

Its master doesn't let it in,

And the neighbors are sad,

But do nothing,

So it sits alone.

[chorus]

A teenage boy, brought up in the slums,

Has no father figure,

so he joins a gang to feel needed.

He beats and steals,

And his mother cries for her son.

He doesn't know that she loves and needs him,

So there in an alley,

He sits alone.

[chorus]

-Alone is torture to the soul, when love is needed,

And we don’t give love enough.

So people are alone,

we all sit alone.-

Song lyrics by: Adena Lynn Reinemann

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Everyone Shares This Worlds Fate

This world is on its deathbed.

There are so many ways we could save it.

But no one wants to work together for the cause.

Agree to disagree is all we ever manage to do.

Wars, crime, and violence.

Hurt and hardship are all we ever hear about anymore.

It’s all we do. It’s all we say. It’s all we are.

When will it stop?

What will it take?

Who can we turn to, that can save this world?

This world covered in bloodshed, and sin.

It seems as though no one cares.

But who would?

What good could come from a planet like ours?

It’s just a hateful, murderous, selfish place.

What price would someone pay to save us?

What could we be worth?

Apparently we are worth one man’s life.

One. Single. Life.

But it’s not just any life.

It’s God’s son.

It’s the only life that’s priceless.

It’s the life that encompasses God’s enduring love and his promise.

It’s the life that pays for our mistake.

So when we trash this planet.

When we lie, cheat, or steal.

When we say it’s lost.

Remember this.

We are not Lost.

We are Found.

We are Saved.

We are LOVED.

Adena Lynn Reinemann

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Misery Left Behind

Misery, oh, misery, in chains you have my soul.

Slowing down the moves I make, these shackles take their toll.

I have no way to hold my own, or the things that I hold dear,

And everything I want to hold is drifting far, not near.

I’d been sitting watching life pass from the sidelines.

Been hoping that’s enough to make it through life’s timelines.

I wondered what would happen if I took life in my hands.

And I found that utter misery is wandering in these lands.

It pointed back the path I came, and said “It is too bad,

That once the steps been taken, you can’t turn back to what you’d had.”

Though, what I had wasn't exactly much.

No father figure that I could touch.

And a stifling mother who I know I love,

But I can’t stay with her, now that I've made out like a dove.

“Memories, you are all I have, come racing back to me!

I need someone far away, I still believe,

Someday we’ll be together, this I will achieve.”

“Why do you need memories, when you will always have me?”

A voice came loud, not shy.

“I'm glad, in the time I've been away, that you did not go and die.”

“Oh! Beloved heart of mine! Yes my heart still beats only for yours.

I'm afraid; it seems I just took the route with the most detours.”

So as we walk into our future,

Dear misery this dark, grotesque, creature.

Wanders the unknown colony,

Because misery loves company,

It’s sad he sees no light in moving on.

Or he would live with all the people who have passed and gone.

Adena Lynn Reinemann

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My Knight (A Love Poem.)

You’ve got my love ill never leave.

You are my knight, and I'm your queen.

You save me from the thorns of life,

And keep me safe from strife.

We know a day will come in time,

When we will not be fine,

But when they do, we will get through,

and say those great I do’s.

Adena Lynn Reinemann

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Forever with me.

Forever with me, forever in love, all this time you held me love. With all your feathers you dried my tears; you held me up and drowned my fears.

Forever with me, forever my love, I laid within your arms of love. For all the dark within the world, shed from me within your words.

Forever with me, forever a dove, you shone above the darkening glove. In all the world there’s not a man that held so tight this ladies love.

Forever with me, forever we love, the heaven inside our hearts we’ve flood. “For all my love I’ve poured into you.” You say to me, I know it’s true.

Adena Lynn Reinemann

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No Time for Doubts

One Thing about You

I want you to know,

That I love you so.

That all this time,

My feelings grow.

The way you show,

The things you know.

I all but hope,

These things don’t go.

A place inside,

The arms I know.

Is quite the comforting

Place to grow.

For in the way,

We share our woes

We all but know,

Our love won’t go.

Adena Lynn Reinemann

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Second Best

What does it feel like to be second best?

I’ll tell you in words what started this mess.

It was love that felt cold when the world was too proud.

Now I just feel like crying out loud.

“I love you, I love you, but what happened here?!

You make me feel like you’ll never be here.

Because of the friends and the ones you’ve known years.

I feel like it’s pointless that I’m shedding tears.

I want a love that feels like it’s fair.

When you came first to me, I felt you might care.

But behold! When you trusted your friends above my own word,

I felt like you tore off my wings, and left me as a broken bird.

I wanted a man that loves me much more,

Than any a person that I’ve suffered for.

But look what you gave me, or rather, you took.

All of my trust with merely a look.

So do not expect a happy reply,

Because you removed that with your last ‘goodbye’.

Adena Lynn Reinemann

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And that folks, is the end of my poetry that I have available on my laptop.

Hope you enjoyed it.

Many of them are not dated but I only started writing poetry in 9th grade. And then there was a span of a few dry years in the producing of my poetry. So these were written during 2 distinctive time periods within the last 5 years. Which were back in 9th grade, and just recently.

The poems are NOT in chronological order!

Thank You for reading!

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